I am in a walk-off-into-the-sunset mood. I have this issue I haven’t been able to resolve, and it is creating all sorts of emotions I wish I didn’t have but I do. And I am struggling.
Hopefully, I look godly on the outside because God knows I am not so godly on the inside. I remember 2 Peter 1:3—”His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness.” NIV
Yet, I am lacking. I have not really taken time to chase down what the apostle Peter meant by this statement and thus I am a needy person.
The title to a book on the shelf next to my desk is “The Practice of Godliness” by Jerry Bridges. I read on the cover that over 600,000 copies have been sold. In book sales I know that is a lot, but in Christian tallies (about 210 million in the U.S.) that is only a few. Of course, you can buy a book and set it on a shelf. I wonder how many copies sold have been read?
My plight is difficult to explain. I can slap several Scriptures on why I am not supposed to feel this way.
What do you do when you cannot confide in anyone? When there is no one with which you can share your feelings freely without being misunderstood? Without receiving advice you already know but can’t process?
You talk to your one and only true confident, God.
1 Peter 5:6-7
“Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.” ESV
I have been doing everything I can to make the situation better but it only gets worse. And as the situation plummets so does my attitude. But God can stop the freefall.
One of the Scriptures I have been skirting is Phil 2:14- “Do all things without grumbling or questioning.”
My grumbling and questioning have been pointed toward God. He has not chosen to solve my problem and I feel like the fighter going down on the mat for the count.
But then I come across something that lifts my spirit. Permission for healthy lament. Although the lament is in the context of community it seems to fit my situation. The sticky statement pulled from the text in the margin reads: “Being able to talk through what we’re going through is a key to our mental, physical and spiritual health.”1
Therefore, I am talking through my situation with God. Already my attitude is changing, He is lifting me up.
I know the problem needs a work of the Spirit. Peter explained it. It is Christ’s divine power that gives us everything we need. Power is “dunamis” in koine Greek, which is miraculous power usually by implication, a miracle itself.2
So, I am talking to the one who works miracles… God. Miracles not only in our situations but in our souls. I cast my anxieties on Him in my lament. He is changing my perspective, so the complaints are addressed. While the problem remains, my viewpoint is shifting.
What may be unspeakable to mere humans is always a conversation we can have with God.
Let’s Talk:
1-How has your attitude changed when you have taken your problem to God?
2-What miracles, minor or major, have occurred after your talk?
Resources:
1-The Surpassing Value of Knowing Christ, A Study of Philippians by Beth Moore and Melissa Moore. Published by Living Proof Ministries Houston, TX. Page 71.
2- Interlinear Transliterated Bible by Biblesoft, Inc.